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Fallout

by Sam Nabi

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Fast Friends 02:56
It’s always the ones that spill their hearts when you first meet ’em Get your digits and promise they’ll keep in touch Keep the clock running, tell you, “You’re so funny” kindred spirit, I’ve never found somebody with that Instant bond, wet concrete stepped upon The friendliest words in your lexicon Mixed with a hex upon them There’s such a thing as too much, too soon A rolling wave drawn up toward the moon Getting ahead of the choral tune And you’re pulled along What a way to start playing a different song This one’s on my level, the one I’ve waited upon It’s rare to orbit a star and see it shine so strong It’s like we were separated at birth, how does that work That we both get annoyed by the same little quirk Man, you get me – so rare to bond so directly Friendship based on no regrets No secrets, I know we just met but your charm has an effect on me So many friendships are pretext for feeling friends’ hips But I’m feeling ecstasy without the sex and it’s electric We’re so starved for connection, when it’s direct it’s like, Oh Yes I remember how I’m meant to feel blessed by reflections Of people that ain’t playing hard to get Of course it’s exciting living life on a tightwire Overwhelmed so we fight fire with fire Bared souls are terrible homes when you need closure The energy that makes him attractive makes him grow colder I stake too much on the first take – good impressions fade When they say, “you know, I wish I could come, but Today’s my great aunt’s cousin’s sixtieth birthday” And the only time they make an effort is when it’s already a day late I can’t play games, Better to call on the same names That were there for me when the rain came and just pummeled my spirit The ones that I really feel comfortable with The ones Who saw me through my most humbling dips Who are more than a little pissed that I took them for granted All the moments I’ve missed now hit me like an acme hammer It’ll take a lot of time to build these bridges up again So let’s begin, no more getting swept up in spin Dig roots deeper ‘til we drink from the same well Live, work, and play well together Friendship can’t be flashy and last long You’ll suffocate with that mask on
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Sister 03:17
You're so proud, always one to talk loud Not afraid to run your mouth or put your foot down Gun it up the highway back to before you made Dad back down Hold your head high, stone eyes, never cast down You two, cut from the same cloth but can't re-stitch it He's wishin' you miss him but it's none of my business A wry vision of harmony I picture Both of you digging in heels, neither will give in And if this is where your worlds solidify A bit of my mind will still live in the wintertime When him and I and you would all go up to Winterlude It's hard to separate his narrative from my inner truth And you've been on the march cutting Medusa heads Guarded heart, how useful the ruthlessness He taught us we could be anything, but on his terms I snaked through, you refused the bitter elixir I was taught to absorb much I was taught self-control, hush Little sister too strong to budge Gave me the right kind of nudge And Dad's still trying to fix ya Salty advice from a drifter I thought I could move between sister and father figure But I made the rift bigger, broke trust, forgive me Wanted to be Hermes but winged shoes don't suit me It was my Achilles' heel and left me bruised Better to lose some of his approval than all of your trust I followed my gut, cut ties after I hung up After a week or two I was back speaking to him The energy shifted, no longer willing to carry out his wishes So thankful I was able to create a little distance You know, family business Obedient 'til I grew up and stopped needing him Pulled away the curtain and saw why you felt the need to split I'm so proud of you taking up a new pursuit You do you, we're all out here trying to carve a different route I was taught to absorb much I was taught self-control, hush Little sister too strong to budge Gave me the right kind of nudge
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I’m so tired of trying to get ahead Give me that sweet meteor of death I’m so tired of living on the edge Give me that sweet meteor of death I don’t know how I built up this vision of paradise I never ventured past the veneer It’s the best foot forward and we want to buy in We’re all complicit broadcasting to all of our friends Face value is laced with how you get the angle right Paint away the faintest lines that may betray the cracks But it still rips raw when you relax your frontal lobe Comatose, you know you’re open to attack from Two-faced jugglers, too late to play nice with one another We gotta overpromise, smile a lot and hope the bomb hits When you’re not there to clean up the mess for y’all’s kids The apocalypse will see us sitting on our asses Refreshing the page, saying, “This too shall pass” In the aftermath we’ll discover we’re really bad at math Too reliant on gadgets, we can’t even cook pasta fast I’m so tired of trying to get ahead Give me that sweet meteor of death I’m so tired of living on the edge Give me that sweet meteor of death Concrete is nothing to pre-cambrian rock We came and we saw, made a lot of money and raised the alarm The fate of the farm wasted away and our cities are gone To dust with this vein of quartz still scraping along Geological timescales are great for nihilists Nothing matters in the end ‘cause forward motion’s tireless Why is it worth trying to focus on the finer points Why resist when we know the sun’ll fry us all to bits? Night and day, sunshine and rain, predator/prey There’s always two sides to a story if you’re willing to change We may have granite cliffs standing here since time began Even they will find water and wind wearing them down to sand How easy, then, for pavement made by human hands To be fractured by a tiny weed willing to take a stand? How impermanent borders are, how hollow bureaucracy How paper-thin the laws, policy, locks, and keys I’m so tired of trying to get ahead Give me that sweet meteor of death I’m so tired of living on the edge Give me that sweet meteor of death It’s a slow burn, when will the folks learn? This planet will leave most of us roasted post-turn Of the century, I can’t envision 2100 When there’s enemy thunder coming for any of us – no sir Which fire will be the one to end the economy? When we’re all gone the borders will turn to botany If a tree falls in the forest it’ll be free to die No more fussing over the meaning of life I’m so tired of trying to get ahead Give me that sweet meteor of death I’m so tired of living on the edge Give me that sweet meteor of death

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A collection of converging anxieties, this mini-EP is about all the things that create a sudden tightness in your chest. Friendships that evaporate into a cloud of mist. Unsettling family dynamics. The incredible inertia of our reckless, self-destructive society. There’s no point denying what’s happened. Now we have to deal with the fallout.

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released October 6, 2019

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